Song idea ?
I don’t know how get rid of this headache
Always stressed never rest
Thinking of things I could’ve done better
I’m impulsive over neurotic
Kind of narcissistic
But ask me and I won’t admit it
My mind is always racing
Overthinking the little things
Inhaling all the MaryJane
To help me feel the better things
No more crying on the bathroom floor
Looking at the red stains near the door
No more problems only numbness
Making me feel prettier than before
I won’t let nobody in
No I won’t forget
No one cares about me anyways
Boy why don’t you get
I know what you want all the time
So come and take it
Like you always do with everything you want and don’t deserve
Inhaling all the MaryJane to help me feel the better things
Take my heart and shatter it
Pick it up and hand me it
I won’t let nobody in
Nothing last forever anyways
So when you’re hurt just don’t complain
I remember the look in your eyes
As I walked in on you that night
I looked blankly walked away
You’re fucker anyway
I’ll just puff my soul away
Drink until I drift away
I’m not sad I’m only numb
I don’t feel shit anymore