Song idea ?

I don’t know how get rid of this headache

Always stressed never rest

Thinking of things I could’ve done better

I’m impulsive over neurotic

Kind of narcissistic

But ask me and I won’t admit it

My mind is always racing

Overthinking the little things

Inhaling all the MaryJane

To help me feel the better things

No more crying on the bathroom floor

Looking at the red stains near the door

No more problems only numbness

Making me feel prettier than before

I won’t let nobody in

No I won’t forget

No one cares about me anyways

Boy why don’t you get

I know what you want all the time

So come and take it

Like you always do with everything you want and don’t deserve

Inhaling all the MaryJane to help me feel the better things

Take my heart and shatter it

Pick it up and hand me it

I won’t let nobody in

Nothing last forever anyways

So when you’re hurt just don’t complain

I remember the look in your eyes

As I walked in on you that night

I looked blankly walked away

You’re fucker anyway

I’ll just puff my soul away

Drink until I drift away

I’m not sad I’m only numb

I don’t feel shit anymore